Maybe what’s best for me is to leave behind
What is precious to me
Dark thoughts
Death
Razor cuts
Slit throats
The beauty of darkness engulfs me
And compels me to sell my voice, sight, and soul
I am better off believing in nothing
Like Before.
Tell me, tell me how it works
Just who lies within me?
I'm broken, broken in the midst of this world
But you're smiling, blind to it all
I'm broken anyway, so I halt my breath
I'm breakable, unbreakable; going insane, unable to lose my mind
I've found you
I'm standing here in a twisted world, shaking world,
I'm empty and cannot be seen
Please don't find me, don't look at me,
In this world that someone else imagined
I just don't want to hurt you
So please just remember me as the child you imagined to be.
There are people in the world, who are just wrong,
and then there are the masses of population that are right,
or at the very least they lie in the veil of between.
I on the other hand, do not belong to any group.
I don’t exist.
It’s not that I don’t have substance;
I have a body like everyone else.
I can feel the fire when it burns against my skin,
the rain when it caresses my face and the breeze as it fingers my hair.
I have all the senses that other people do.
But I am just empty, inside.
Please don't ask me if I'm fine
Cus' I'm not okay in my mind
I'm just tired of everything
Just want to let go, stop the hurting
Oh, I promise I'll get better
To see another day
Won't you stay? Won't you stay?
Don't go away, show me that you care
enough to stay
Got my sleeves down to cover the scars
I'm just cold here in this car
I starve myself to look prettier
But the pain hurts, life gets darker
Oh, I promise I'll make it
To live another day
Won't you stay? Won't you stay?
Don't go away, show me that you care
enough to stay
I would be lying saying I'm not crying
Cus' I'm lying here, already breaking
And in my mind, there's a lie
repeating
I don't mind
if you don't feel the same way for me
I don't mind
if you show your love for her
I don't mind
if my tears keep flowing down
I don't mind
if your happiness means being with someone else
'Cause I rather face the truth
than having to live a beautiful lie
And I don't mind, I don't mind
'cause loving you is what I've got used to
I don't mind
if you treat me like an option
I don't mind
if you don't see my broken smile
I don't mind
if my tears run dry for you
I don't mind
if she's the reason behind your every smile
'Cause I rather face the truth
than having to live a beautiful lie
And I don't mind, I don't mind
'cause loving you is
Close the doors, let no one in
Just you and me
The lights go off, but it's alright
We don't need no light to shine on us
Cause' life has a plan for us
So what are we living for?
The night goes away
So what are we striving for?
The clouds fade away
And everybody dies
This is the cruel fate of life
You and I...
And everybody dies tonight
Hear the sound of agony
It's blissful ecstasy
Day is short, night is long
But not too long...
Time is passing fast
Death's voice screaming,
death's voice is ringing in my ears
So what are we living for?
The night goes away
So what are we striving for?
The clouds fade away
And everybody dies
This is the crue